I thought i'd draw a bit of somethin since everyone around me won't stop talkin about the accident & the thought of this wouldn't get out of my head anyways since i was genuinely terrified the woman who hit me would've gotten hurt…. Thankfully she didn't, but i'd hit the left side of my head & my right knee durin the crash, but when anyone would ask if i was alright, i'd ask them to check on the other woman 1st since she didn't even get out of the car until an ambulance forced her out & put her on a stretcher; arguin the whole time as they went to the hospital (i guess she was released the same day like me when i heard from our neighbor she'd been friends with the woman).

What shakes me the most though is how the woman who hit me claims i'm the 1 at fault; i'm the 1 who caused the accident & that i should be the 1 who pays for everything when she's throwin my name around town like a bag of hot dog when i was more worried about her health than my own…. I'm gonna see a lawyer in a video call tomorrow to help me with the dispute since i'd been dealin with both sides of the insurance companies when i shouldn't be dealin with anything at the moment & tryin to take it easy & get better, but with all the stress & even just a tidbit of the mention of the whole thing sends me into a pit of despair, i still have to deal with it because i've nowhere to just go & relax…. My bedroom's still part of the place that deals with paperwork, my fiancé has been talked to by his family almost every day about it & talks to me about it right away…. i appreciate bein kept in the loop & all, but i need a day to just stop thinkin about it all….

I've been awaitin the next day i go to the therapist because i'm lookin like a ceramic vase that's been dropped into so many pieces & glued back together that i'm not sure if the right pieces are even in the right place anymore…. Wish me luck on the lawyer business; i'm hopin the guy i talk to with the father-in-law is gonna be the right choice & helps me get a replacement vehicle / pay off his parents from the truck we lost so i can get back to work with the coworkers i appreciate in worryin about me <:3

I just worry that the women who are against me right now don't keep comin to drive thru & try to hunt me down like they've been doing apparently so i don't have to fear going to work or comin home from work on a daily basis….

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