but at times I find it so scary, I feel like I feel it so vulnerable,
plagued by my emotions, whether good or bad,
but the most clear of the weather
I have this feeling, this feeling of sadness and loneliness,
every evening she is there, clinging to me and
I can't get rid of her, I don't know what to do, and she suffocates me .
I love this time of day but I hate her just as much …