Originally posted on: May 19, 2013, 3:26 PM UTC
> The War Within.
> Hej people, I actually don't have very much to say about it…..xd
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> This is btw not really RJ ((To explain this quick, RJ isn't really my "sona"/alter ego she is only my good/Innocent part) This is more a version of RJ closer to how I look now with my red hair. (Don't worry btw, I am not depressed and actually very happy 😁!! but because of me changing to a real drag queen lately I've been having some weird feelings xD) I am also just playing with RJ's design a bit because I want to make a sona/alter ego that really reflects me in total and not only the bad part but I've really been struggling with the design cx
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> But back to the point, this picture was made because I wanted to practice techniques and wanted something to represent my weird feelings beside me being happy (I fear much more then I used too, I get nervous, grumpy, sad for no reason…and I have been getting my old breathing problems back yay….. and god I love this teenage sh*t.)
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> But I am doing great and I am very thankful to my awesome friends, my amazing boyfriend and off course my awesome wifu Daantje (who has her exams soon so wish her good luck!) who are responsible for this <3