I don't know how to say it, but your hugs were always the best, it was even funny for me since I wasn't very good at contact, these last few years I think a lot about how I should have enjoyed them more.
I look at myself today and realize that I've matured, I look at what I was before the friendship we built and I see that I've lost many things, but I've gained many others, I don't know if it's old age making me more aware of the loneliness that surrounds me now that everyone is going on with their lives, I still sometimes see myself standing still in the time when we hugged and laughed after each adventure, I have more responsibilities now, but I know that I count on you even from a distance.
I'd love a hug from you, but distance is our enemy now.