>Be me
>Changed residence
>Moved to another country
>Living in another continent
>Prepared for University (Masters Degree)
>Started the Masters with enthusiasm
>Academic Level is one order of magnitude
>Gotta study harder
>What the F are these kinds of Maths?
>Workload ramp-up begins
>Euregio_Weather.exe enters the chat
>Winter_Blues since October
>Haven't seen the sun in months
>Depression.exe kicks in
>Barely scraping for months due to scholarship being superdelayed
>Thanks F_cking SOYcialist Memexican Govt.
>Living day-to-day
>Half-assing German language
>Hochdeutsch is not enough due to funny regional accents

_ angry latino noises_ (still learning German, tho)

>Try to find refuge in art and creativity
>Discover AI-Generative Models
>Discover how said AI-Generative Models are trained
>Give it a try.
>Autismo.exe makes me give a prompt to recreate one pic of mine
>Pic-Related is generated
>F_ck this sh*t, they actually used my insignificant art to train
>New_Fear_Discovered
>There is nothing sacred anymore
>The MastersDegree topic I study generates precisely pic related
>I either become part of the machine and destroy part of my livelihood or perish
>Fall deeper into depression and bigger existencial crisis
>Try not think about it
>Family members dealing with sudden illnesses during the winter (One of them had a stroke)
>Become even more anxious and depressed
>Almost flunk the semester
>Abandoned all pleasure, games and health
>Mental_Breakdown has entered the chat
>Been away from everything for months


IM SORRY
IM SORRY
IM SORRY
IM SORRY