it’s okay now.
I’ve been to the counseling center in my area for a counseling session to help me cope with this. it all started because I’ve been in a lot of stress lately and that one guy just really make me reach my breaking point and it literally make me want to attempt suicide by sitting alone at 3 AM on the side of the bridge near my area. yeah, a really up thing to do…

the counseling session really does help me to cope with this situation and i’ll be back again to my old self and uploading later, probably.

scar-ed downvote tho… you just really have to take her happy holidays spirit away, don't you…