Her love of beauty also fuelled her desire to be wild and free — her strong headbanging and enjoyment of rock music is how she expresses her feelings, and how she releases her tensions. To her, freedom — not compliments, makeup, or fashion — is the key to ultimate beauty.

And perhaps her preference of Chemistry suggests that she also loves explosions — mainly because she likes loud and rough things, for they are more "alive" to her than total silence or quietness.