"But why ?" Because she has a lot of points that I love about a character (I'm speaking in terms of character design). Lots of points that I love about her. Above all, that there is an evolution in her personality which makes her (for me) more endearing. To avoid the spoiler in case there are people who have not yet seen the end … In both cases that she had I accepted her decision, because her evolution made so that the two choices are possible. But I so wanted to know if she wanted to take the other way.
I have made the speed art of this illustration. The link: youtu.be/m33Aq56f4Y0