I have been trying to draw recently, and this is the result :3

It's became a meme, but seriously, i am stressed because i cannot draw, and i cannot draw because i am stressed :c
Can't draw because i want to draw lineart right away, but instead get thing disproportional and in bad shapes. Sketches — i really dislike them because they need to be crisp, and even if they are crips — making lineart becomes a boring mess.

I guess i need to learn to visualise properly what i want in my mind and then transfer that mental image onto paper and just go along with it. How do i do that though? Ugh…