Originally posted on: May 22, 2017 at 11:59 PM UTC
> Prettenting (V)
> i cant handle that anymore..
> everytime i think im getting close to people..that im getting better and not feeling so bad
> something breaks me
> showing that people are just pretending
> that i have to keep everything up so that it wont get more hurt
> but its slowy falling apart ican see it
> I am falling apart
> but i cant do anything about it
> no one does
> no one ever did
> im sorry for this vent..i just had to let things out
> im really not feeling well latelly
> im way too stressed and with no motivation plus feeling really down and waymore shy and quiet than i normally am
> i hope thats just a phase but i will try to stay bright til' the end