Hey everyone, Im sorry I havent come back to my blog as soon as I promised. Hard times have come up like im sure you all know, I wanted to fix my health before I came back, but its hard since im basically by myself dealing with this. I never wanted to burden any one with my issues, especially with a blog that I first planned to be more positive, but my gender dysphoria held that back, it hit me rough during quarantine to the point where I didnt want to get up, I couldnt finish asks because I felt like I was faking being happy with being transgender on my blog saying "Hi! Im Scootaloo the Trans colt! watch me be happy with who I am and my journey!" It felt so fake. Dont get me wrong im finding pride in who I am, im getting better at being happy with my self and who i want to be, for me, being a trans man is burdening, if i could choose to id honestly be born as the male like im supposed to be. Its hard for me to say that and I get it if you dont agree or think im awful for thinking that way, but its how I feel. Things are getting better and I hope you all understand. Big thanks for sticking around, supportig, or just skimming my blog!! I love you all and I feel this is a new chapter for me! :) Love, Scootaloo