Then some few minutes after the grad stream ended, the thought where I actually brave out these emotions suddenly collapsed. I broke to tears instantaneosly.
Then I remember my art I did of her featuring Fluttershy 3 years ago, it slightly settled my emotions abit when I put the artwork right beside the stream I just watched. Still crying atm (10:39 AM as of this writing)… super normal and neccessary reaction for someone who adored her since day one.
I'mma miss her in Hololive so much. Also wish her the good fortunes in her future endeavours wherever she'll be.