Lets Talk About 'How It All Began' (Updated)

I know you guys have been so excited, and have been waiting for a while for updates but this will be probably the one and only which is the fact that the TwiDash comic might be permanently cancelled. I haven't been able to get in touch with the writer for a while now, which hasn't entirely been my fault as progress on the comic originally was slowed due to the fact I was still in school (high-school I believe) during the time I took in this project.

Ontop of this, I also did struggle alot with my mental health and emotional well-being over the years during the time for a number of reasons primarily on my at home home situations. To cover all bases is just to say it was more or so unstable. I do plan on possibily seeing a therapist as I do have some issues and trauma I need to work through even tho I have gotten better throughout the years, but those who know me personally and are close to me know full well of what home was like. I am surprised I survived if I am being honest as I was severely depressed, and I did leave home in November 2020, but I am glad I did to put it short I don't think I would still be here if I stayed or didn't find up finding a place to run to. I just don't necessarily want to get into it as it's been alot over the years, plus I feel like it would be rather inappropriate to trauma dump. My mental health has improved alot since I have moved away from home as I'm not as depressed as I use to be, I have my occassional bad days which is nothing compared to before but I still struggle with anxiety.

But because of my struggle with my mental health, there were other factors involved that made it rather difficult to stay motivated with my art with me being unable to enjoy my hobbies without being criticized. I couldn't necessarily be on any of my devices without it being seen as a 'problem', even through others were well aware I did art commissions so being on my art tablet for a few hours a day or more was rather unavoidable in order to make progress quickly on owing pieces. Eventually though this did wear me down as to the point I was no longer able to enjoy my hobbies which further made it difficult to keep at it until it got so bad I just stopped drawing or barely drew. This topic gets a little morbid and I don't really want to talk about sewerslidal thoughts here so I am going to skip in entirely, but this was right before I left home when I was given a place to stay which inevitably saved my life other than pushing myself for the sake of my cat.

But due to the loss in contact with the writer, which for the part that is somewhat my fault, I also use to struggle deeply with communication as a result to everything going on in my life as I grew up quiet and reserved. I probably should of tried harder to stay in contact but it is what it is I guess as I still struggle with communication to this day, but I have slowly been getting better at it even if I find communicating in text is alot easier than in person or in voice chats which is kind of irrelevant but it's fine. I'm just hoping that maybe someday I can get in touch with the writer again someday now that I am in a better place, but I can't guarantee anything even tho. I just apologize for the inconvenience it has caused and I'm not looking for sympathy or pity, but just an explanation of things I never really talked about with anyone other than those close to me.

Maybe one day I'll see if I can get a script from someone for a possible TwiDash comic to make up for the one I loss, regardless of it not being within my control since I couldn't leave the situation sooner. For now though I am putting my focus on a commissioned comic called 'What Goes Around, Cums Around', as progress for that will start sometime at the end of April due to the fact I am currently in the process of moving.

Thank you for reading ♡

Note: Re-cropped since the other image was kinda bothering me with it being a tad uneven, plus boost for updated information regading the cancelation of How It All Began.