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BonappleTeeth
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It sucks cause when you have the depression episoded you kinda feel you hate yourself even tho it's not real. Then the mania starts ans that hate becomes outward so I acted angry at whoever I could place that on, but like it sucks to come off that then hate myself again for acting that way. It is hard to understand but I do feel really bad I let myself be consumed by it till now
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@BonappleTeeth
Oh. That explains a lot actually. I've delt with many people with that and man it's utterly exhausting. There was a guy in school who very clearly had it and the last day sort of asked for my phone number.. He had few friends if any at all, he was very rude to me all the time but would switch just like that and suddenly be overly nice and even for some reason buy bid game art books for games he never played that I liked. Sometimes I feel bad that I ignored it and brushed it off but I remember all the pure vitriol and hate he spouted at me all the time for years. Its not a disorder that is easy to overcome. And I often feel he used it as an excuse to be a dick too.