Vent thread

MassiveAutist

Fluttershy enjoyer
Honestly, I'm really just fucking tired of finding a way of dropping an egg three metres without it breaking. Someone said that you need to drop it up your ass, but by myself, that would be less than three metres. And I don't have someone willing to drop an egg on my ass from three metres above. There MUST be an another way to drop an egg three metres without it breaking.
Background Pony #546D
How desperate are you?
Do you seek for the word that your daddo will never say to you?
Perhaps because you want to surround yourself with a lot of superficialities
Sadness and disgust
Shame and hatred
That's why you won't hear it
Background Pony #546D
Do you remember the time when you were in the room?
Surrounded by strangers who told you everything is going to be okay, nothing is going to change?
Do you remember the lies?
Are you able to remember every fuzzy shadow that was waiting to be in the delay, even next to family photos?
Are you still confused by what happened?
There's no more fear
Deafs don't know what the apologies sound like
Mute people never had the need to say it
The blind will believe that the world is a dark cage when you do not show them the light
Why do you think the word functional would describe you?
Background Pony #546D
Are you starting to remember all those times I was there?
That smell that's now a relief for you?
Before, you could smell it in the breath of every cry directed at you
What was she doing?
What did you expect her to do?
You should feel emasculated
Every time you change
Every time you have to try to remember a new face
But wasn't it something sacred?
Now you see it
You stayed in those years
Looking for something that will console you
Now you console yourself
Background Pony #546D
You have nothing to be proud of
Just a bunch of behaviors you wanted to replicate
An individual who pales in comparison to his size
That's why you have to repeat the words
Copy the images
Obey What-They-Say
Forcing yourself to follow what others expect of you
That's why you're looking for something that makes you feel it
Why do you repeat your father's footsteps?
Who was he?
To your mother he was nobody
And that's how she sees you
Background Pony #546D
Is this the son of whom his parents have never been proud?
Is this the person to hide because of the shame it entails?
What are you looking for?
An answer?
For what?
To be able to satisfy you?
You crave the chastity
You've fetishized near everything
Your brain still fried from desires your mind can't comprehend
And in this case it's because you're trying to force it
You have no one else left to blame
It's hindering your empathy
Your lack of love for anything
Again, Who are you without all this?
Background Pony #01CA
@Appulman
>Insults his friends
>asks to be forgiven (((drunk)))
>curses his "enemies"
>continue posting
>I wonder who it reminds me of?
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MassiveAutist

Fluttershy enjoyer
There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming, confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending
Controlling
I can't seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence, I'm convinced)
(That there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure
Crawling in my skin
These wounds, they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting, reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting
How I can't seem
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