Background Pony #B3C6
Did you ever wonder
How people continually scheme behind your back?
You can never tell what other people think of you
To shield you from a bitter painful truth
Or maybe just not wanting to reveal their intentions
Waiting for the right time to
Assail you, obliterate you
But maybe not
Maybe everyone likes you and no-one plans hurting you
Maybe you're safe
Then again maybe not
While you breathe here now
You realise the real truth
You can rely on no one because they will betray you
It's just a matter of time
You can rely on no one
Looking into the eyes
You've known for a long time or have just met
When you see some line or shadow on their face
And you realise
You cannot trust them
They will let you down
It's a sheer matter of time
No idea at all
I really have no idea what's been going on
Inside your fucking head
Do some fucking introspection
Look down inside
Explore the very essence of who-the-fuck you are
And I don't know if you'll notice
Just how fucking kept down and empty you are
So alone
So void
So fucking lonely
Explore that place
You only find clouded memories of pathetic failures
Pathetic limp needy frustrations
And ridiculous missed dreams
Ask yourself
So this is it?
This is what I've been grinding out?
What an empty life
Your miserable fucking life in general
That miserably fails to address
That deep longingness inside you
That deep painful void
How people continually scheme behind your back?
You can never tell what other people think of you
To shield you from a bitter painful truth
Or maybe just not wanting to reveal their intentions
Waiting for the right time to
Assail you, obliterate you
But maybe not
Maybe everyone likes you and no-one plans hurting you
Maybe you're safe
Then again maybe not
While you breathe here now
You realise the real truth
You can rely on no one because they will betray you
It's just a matter of time
You can rely on no one
Looking into the eyes
You've known for a long time or have just met
When you see some line or shadow on their face
And you realise
You cannot trust them
They will let you down
It's a sheer matter of time
No idea at all
I really have no idea what's been going on
Inside your fucking head
Do some fucking introspection
Look down inside
Explore the very essence of who-the-fuck you are
And I don't know if you'll notice
Just how fucking kept down and empty you are
So alone
So void
So fucking lonely
Explore that place
You only find clouded memories of pathetic failures
Pathetic limp needy frustrations
And ridiculous missed dreams
Ask yourself
So this is it?
This is what I've been grinding out?
What an empty life
Your miserable fucking life in general
That miserably fails to address
That deep longingness inside you
That deep painful void